Welcome to the last day of September. 

To be honest, I don't want to believe (and probably everyone too) that 2021 is only three months away. I also don't think that we've been facing coronavirus for two years.

"How are you?" This question is not for pleasantries. But, the question is really to ascertain whether the person we are asking is okay .

From the deepest of my heart I hope that the whoever is reading this post, all of us, are always fine. Aamiin.

For me, 2021 is... (sorry I can't describe more, except crying while writing this). Sound lebay? LOL. I don't care. I just can say, "My feeling is mixed!" 

We moved three times this year:

1. Inter-country: from Japan to Indonesia on March

2. Inter-province: from Jakarta to East Java on April

3. Inter-island: from Java to Sulawesi on May

If you ask me what it's like to move amid pandemic, the answer is jumbled, inexplicable.

Perhaps, moving before pandemic was a common thing. Many people did. But, everything is different when Covid-19 comes. Going to somewhere, especially for the purpose of moving, becomes so complicated. It is not only physical that must be prepared, but also mentally. 

That's why, I will never get tired of thanking ALLAH. Just because of ALLAH's power and strength we can still be here like now, we can still breathe to this day. ALLAH is so kind. He knows that we still have many sins. Therefore, ALLAH still gives us the chance to be a better person.

I'm sure everyone survives in their own way during this pandemic. Honestly, I don't know what else to write. There are a lot of things on my mind about the current situation that I can't explain. But I believe that Allah knows even before I tell. All I can say now is I hope we can do the best in the three months remaining of 2021. Hopefully 2022 will be better. Don't forget to support each other.